RealityNewsOnline interviewed Big Brother 9′s Joshuah Welch. In the article the self-proclaimed “Gay Evel Dick” shared his thoughts of the season and how he was portrayed in the house. Joshuah said he regretted confronting Amanda Hansen, Allison Nichols, Natalie Cunial, and Sheila Kennedy in the controversial way he did. He also talks about how fans of Big Brother treat him when in public. Some love him, some love to hate him.

Here is part of the interview:

RNO: What would you do differently if you had it to do over again?

Joshuah: I’d do a lot of things. I’d definitely try to play a more cool under control game. I tried to do that in first two weeks, but then I let the pressure get to me and I cracked.

The Amanda hot tub moment – I just snapped. It was not so much to do with Amanda – she was in the wrong place at the right time. I would defintely take all that back. She’s a great girl.

Same with the Allison thing. She lied to me about the gay thing, but I knew she was out to get me. She is a great manipulator and I knew I had to get her before she got me. But a lot of the cattiness was not supposed to be as hurtful. I’m really loving and caring and will do anything for you if you’re in my circle of family and friends.

But we’re there to win money, so everyone’s your competition. I was basically going after them and it happened to be verbal. As soon as I attacked Amanda, she was evicted. As soon as I attacked Allison, she was evicted. So it did work.

The same can be said to Natalie and Sheila. They’re all great people. It just seemed easier to take it out on innocent people that really were doing things in the game. I regret saying some of the things I said, for sure towards Amanda and Allison. I apologized to their families and their mothers. Their mothers said they understand. I did take it too far sometimes, but what is too far when you’re competing for half a million dollars? That’s a moral question.

You can read the full interview in two parts at RealityNewsOnline. (Part I) (Part II)